Little stressed today. I am supposed to give my answer as to which job I will take. I have called several people, talked, and prayed quite a bit. I honestly think I will be happy at both places, but I just don't want to question "what if" and so I am dying for a very certain answer. Hasn't come. I will keep trying though.
I was just talking to my wonderful sister telling her about the situation and realized this is what the Bachelor must feel like.
He gets down to the last two women and has no idea what to do. Wait, what? How can you not know?! You think you love both of them! Now I understand this. It is because he doesn't really know either one of them. I haven't worked on either of these floors and don't have the experience to ask all the correct decisions. I bet if I had experience on both for a month the decision would be much easier.
This realization gave us a great laugh. Eased the stress quite a bit.
Minutes left to decide and I am still floundering...But I guess that is why they call it a leap of faith.
Let's just hope I don't mess up like the bachelor did...